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weird Weird things happened. Not a very good timing, it's exams time. Very depressing. Sungai Dua was supposed to be our favourite place for it's the nearest place where every student here like to do shopping or eat, until an accident happened which caused death. A junior, first year Bio student died right on the place when a car hit her. How she died was so scary. They had to pick the car up to take the body. She was stucked with those blood and her isi kepala on the street.... Please encourage me.. We got this final project at the last minute that we had to take our study week to finish it. Not only our study week, instead we also took our first exam week. So pathetic. I didn't sleep for 5 days. Just imagine how life is when you're acting like a zombie.. dead but alive. I was at the studio when there was a quake .. (I'm not sure whether it's really a quake, it couldn't be a quake). My roommate sms me and told me that there were 3 holes near our hostel, not big but weird. Some kids said that they were meteor, some said they'd probably UFO while others said so many teories. Insane. Three holes in front of my window?? I really couldn't think that time. How could a zombie think clearly, right? .... And so on and on and on, I just submitted my project last Friday. Now I really can consentrate in preparing myself for exams. I think what I said was true. This could be a case for Mulder and Scully. Where are they? I know Mulder's dead already, at least Scully is still alive :| Just a joke. A stupid joke, no need to laugh.
Written by Dona at 1:05 PM | |
Mulder & Scully Stop doing what you keep doing to me. Things are getting strange, I'm starting to worry.. This could be a case for Mulder and Scully.. (??) No news.... No news could be a good news. Or maybe no news could be a terrible one. I'm running away from lots of things. My head is so full and my eyes are always close. I'm healthy but I'm sick. I'm strong but I'm weak. I'm brave but I'm afraid. Things are complicated. People here are so noisy, they're too many.. But why am I feeling lonely?
Written by Dona at 1:41 PM | |
thanks! Had a very nice bussiness with our lecturer ;) We're all well paid. Classes just started, everything will be back to normal. A very special thanks for Qilone whom I actually don't know :) I really appreciate the encouragement. You're right, thanks for sharing your view, it really means to me.. So all the best for you too. Good luck. May you'll be protected in every step you take.
Written by Dona at 6:48 PM | |
finally Got a mail, only. It's from my mother. My mom's note: "Please do not worry so much about what had happened. Ajal adalah rahasia Allah, lambat laun kita semua juga akan dipanggil and because of that kita harus menurut perintahNya dan memohon kpdNya supaya kita selalu dilindungi dari dosa. Take care, we pray for your safety, study well! We love both of you!" Tomorrow will be convocation day. No classes and everyone is thinking of going back home :| Me? Of course I'm staying. They who don't balik kampung mostly plan to do shopping. Yes we're going to have a great expo. I'm thinking of getting some extra money. We got this project with our lecturer where we'll be paid to sell his products. It's going to be fun, I hope. Wallahu'alam for what's going to happen. Just tension, hope everything will be fine.
Written by Dona at 8:20 PM | |
tired Can you really feel the world is spinning? Well, I can right now. :| Just submitted my 3rd project this morning. Feeling like a bird. Anyway the new project has been received. I really need to start early, no more delaying. All I need right now is to have a sleep, eat and take a bath. It's almost 2PM and I haven't washed up. This is for the ... time, I don't exactly know. Fortunatelly no one knows about it. I stayed at the studio 'till this morning. No time to mandi. Haven't had enough sleep for couple of days and I even didn't touch my bed last night. Works are challenging.. and tiring. Just enjoy every single thing or I might be nuts. No single word from my mom. Usually, no news means good news..
Written by Dona at 1:46 AM | |
home sick Home sick ;)
Written by Dona at 5:41 AM | |
death My uncle, the younger brother of my dad, passed away two days ago. It really shocked me, a lot. I wish I could go home... If you're free, please send him an Al-fatihah. May Allah forgive him and the rest of us. Ameen. It's death. Something which is actually not far from us and ironically we even sometimes forget about it. We usually act as if we're going to live forever. So what will happen when it comes to us? Are we ready to face it?
Written by Dona at 3:48 PM | |
a plane? I'm on a trip in a plane which is helping to keep me save 'til I reach my destination. The plane is my faith while the pilot is.... me, myself. So, who's going with me?
Written by Dona at 2:25 AM | |
Abang's bDay Happy birthday to abang whose b'day was yesterday. Hope he'll be a better brother! hehe.. I know I'm annoying but it's always be a responsible for a brother to bear with such sister like I am. So, I'm very tired. huaaa.. Am I allowed to cry?
Written by Dona at 2:39 PM | |
layout baru I tried to do the collage. Experimenting^^ It's like I don't have any works to do; actually a LOT. Just say it's only an interval. I, myself don't expect to spend the rest of my time working with my tiring studio projects. So, here comes the 3-hour-ready layout. Still looks better in 1024x768 resolution.
Written by Dona at 12:37 AM | |
amanah Presentation. I don't talk much and I really don't have the talent to speak in front of people. So, last night I tried to practise. But then I felt a sleep. Was so panic for I wasn't well prepared. And.. I went to the class this morning with no confidence at all. I prayed.. baca.. baca simple do'a which I know to calm myself. And it helped a lot. Once the teacher called my group, we're all ready, accept me. Hah. And it's time for me to talk. I spoke spoke and spoke. Everything just came so fast in my mind. When the teacher asked me, I spontaniously answered. And when the teacher asked my friends I even spontaniously menyampuk. My friends told me that I got a successful presentation. So, the lesson would be: pray and He will help you. I was chosen to be in a team for UNESCO and Kerajaan M'sia's project. We have to make a 3D animation for towns in Penang. It's predicted to be a 3-month project. We're 18 of 65. That's why I don't really confident. I don't feel that I'm talented in working with 3D Max. As the lecturer has the trust on me. I'll go on. It's an amanah.
Written by Dona at 3:21 PM | |
architecture, disaster? Just got the time to write. I feel sleepy these days. Haven't get enough rest as usual. I didn't sleep for couple of days. Disaster. I just submitted my 2nd project and a planning assignment. Tomorrow will be my presentation day. Have to discuss about family matters in front of the class for my English paper. I really should study the problems. So, the 3rd project has been given and we should create a gallery. One or two storey building would be fine. I'm not really productive right now, need more time to get a fresh idea. Any architect student or senior got a tip for me? God, I still have a long long way to go..
Written by Dona at 3:32 PM | |
Projek's website I created this. Got a plan to make it a portfolio for my studio projects, all drawings from my very first semester. I need to make it a bit formal. Any comment or idea?? Mmm..
Written by Dona at 1:10 PM | |
bla bla I only respect people who respect me.. They should know that. I act like this for it hurts me a lot. Most people are annoying, no wonder we miss 'peace' a lot. Is the world still spinning around? Your stupid paradigm spoils your mind a lot. Hey man, wake up! I got a room at a hostel. Better than my previous one. Got two roommates. Isn't it a bit annoying? Fortunatelly, they're fine and nice. I just can't imagine how lucky I am. There're few coursemates that stay at the same level. I'm not alone. That's one of the things I've been affraid of. My friend did help me to wrap my desk. She's so talented in wrapping stuffs.. haha.. What a 'future architect' ^^. So far everything's all right. I'm happy for the lecturer delayed the submission of our second project. Yes we still have couple of days to finish it. So, I'm planning to go back to my grams's home this weekend. Hey it's friday! What a wonderful life! Studio is my 2nd place. We did spend lots of our time staying at the studio, do our work and bla bla bla and so on. Architecture could be a disaster. We have to go on.
Written by Dona at 2:14 PM | |
Ticket?? All right. All right thanks for the encouragement. I really appreciate it. Wanna read? ^^
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Written by Dona at 6:14 PM | |
sedih English : off For sure, aku geram n sedih pasal kat laman Mukeh, ada budak nama dona yang bubuh respon buruk kat website tu. Imagine, budak tu guna nama aku and now depa tengah blame budak nama dona, who's actually not me. Memang lah bukan aku tapi sakit hati jugak. Macamner tak sedih ada satu budak tu not only maki budak tu tapi maki nama 'dona' jugak. Entahlah apa dia cakap aku tak faham sangat, tapi obvious yang dia geli dengar nama 'dona'. Ish hang ingat nama dona ada satu orang jer ker? *hiks*
Written by Dona at 12:57 PM | |
swim at the beach I think I'm the one who don't keep in touch with anybody. I've been really busy with my projects besides, I'm having a little problem here. A little, I might still can cope it. No great news accept swimming at the beach^^ Yes I did swim at the beach with my cousins yesterday. It was quite fun for I've not been swimming for couple of years. What else mmm Don't have much idea.. I'm tired, that's all.
Written by Dona at 6:04 PM | |
BUSY!!!! Back to campus means there's no enough time to play. I'm now in my 2nd year. First and second project have been given. Isn't it too early. No. There's no such a word called early at school. I've been accepted to take my expected major, it's architecture. Congratz to myself (tak malu). I'm taking Energy Effeciency Architecture Studio. The name sounds great. Mmm.. jadi takut. I haven't got a room at the hostel yet. Currently, I'm staying at my grams's house. Thank God that my mak cik let me drive her car. So, so far I didn't get any problem with my transportation. So, friends yang ketemu di Kemang, sorry for not replying your messeges, but I hope we'll still keep in touch.
Written by Dona at 1:46 PM | |
Dona 00n I wanted to drive, at first. All in my mind was Kemang, even I didn't really know where HokBen was, but I thought it would be easy if I just ask somebody there. I'd be fine since I knew Kemang and to looked for HokBen somewhere around that place would be peanuts. But then I wasn't to confident (kapan sih pernah pe-de), so pak Nimar drove. We were lost. Iyalah mana ada HokBen di Kemang! Dona itu emang 00n, so please bear with me. To Hiddenh8, Nunique, Udhien, Erly cs, who did wait for me for hours at HokBen Menteng, pls pls pls forgive me. Gak enak. Bener deh jadi gak enak, mana kita belum pernah ketemu lagi. I bet your first impression about me was very bad. At least you know how stupid I was. I couldn't believe myself with this stupidity and gondoked when I checked all SMS I got, all were typed HokBen Kemang. Why didn't I notice it? :| Mmmm... Sori yah Bal, Nunique sama pulsa telfon siapa yah (udhien kali) yang udah kebuang gara2 si Dona 00n ini. Once again, I'm so sorry. But I'm really glad to see all of you. Aku juga ketemu sama beberapa blogger, nanti deh insyaAllah aku link-in^^ Huaaa.. I'm leaving. I'm expected to arrive at my grams's house tomorrow night. I really missed my grand ma. Tomorrow will be her b'day. Actually, I'm thinking of making an excuse why I haven't called her during this holiday. She might be very dissapointed at me. Mak Encik, the name which all grand children use to call her, is an always-worry woman. I shouldn't have done this to her. I'm hopeless. Mak tua, my mom's elder sister, is a bit strict (actually a lot). I'm afraid she would be surprised to see my bag. I'm going to bring this big size bag which can put a 5-year-old child in it. Last time, I brought 2 bags and what she said was "ha pi masa tu bawak satu beg, balik-balik nie bawak 2 pulak". Ish.. All her nieces and nephews are actually afraid of her. My mak tua is the eldest child of my Atuk, so she's a little bit bossy to all of us. (mmm.. sorry mak tua). But, I have to admit that I miss her. Another thing that would make me happy of going back there would be my little cousins. There're Dona Nur Afiqah, my fave; Dona Nurul Aiman, her elder sis and Don Mujahid, the baby. I'm going to baby-sit them back =)
Written by Dona at 9:22 PM | |
simplify It's around 12 o'clock. My mom just asked me what I'm doing. I'm bla.. bla.. bla-ing.. updating my journal, changing my site's layout ..., and what she said was "Why are u wasting ur time?" =( It's annoying.. It's better than taking drugs or doing such other evil thing, right? I'm NOT wasting my time. I updated Simplify. Please visit and leave any comments. Jazakallah..
Written by Dona at 11:52 PM | |
Mommy My mom took leave from work today. I thought it'd be ok shopping at the market. I didn't let my mom went alone, so I accompanied her to Jatinegara market which was about 20 minutes from our home. Unfortunatelly I didn't feel too good, exactly when we reached there. Felt like my head wanted to blow up or something, My eyes blured, I was sick and had thousands of ill taste in my stomach. Poor mom, she had to get really hurry to buy things because of me. We were both afraid I'd throw up somewhere on the floor^^ I felt better after my mom made me a cup of hot tea when we were at home. The sweetness could be felt even when I had a really deep sleep. It's not about the tea. It's about a mom. Her touch cured it by a love. I believe that, for sure. Thanks, bu!
Written by Dona at 8:49 PM | |
it's life One thing in my mind when I first stepped my feet into the house was I miss my parents so much. There was a great feeling when I was at Jogja, it was like something is missing. Why did I have to leave home when I was supposed to be there? I've been living far away from home, as I'm on my holiday, I think this is the best time for me to be at home. But when I was already at home, I spoiled everything, I chose to go out with my friends instead of spending my time being with my parents. It's just an unreasonable excuse actually. I should have stopped blaming myself. This is only a four-day-trip. So, I really have to stop being guilty. Anyway, sounds that my trip to Jogja wasn't good. Actually it was great, even we had to be on the train for hours. I did shop a lot, rounded the town, had a ride on beca which I enjoyed very much ^^. It's been years since the last time I rode a beca. I shopped some batik materials for my mom and recycled stuffs for my lil' sister. I should have brought something for my father and my brother. Unfortunatelly for them, I'm mean enough, I didn't even buy a single thing for both of them. How dare I am! I regret it. Really. This stupidity was only because I didn't have any idea about what to be given to men. I really shouldn't have to be this stupid. So, my mom has confirmed my flight. I'll be leaving this Sunday. My father has told me that this holiday will be the last for me being at home. I'd probably need another one year or more years if I wanna go back home. I'm not allowed to come home as often as I want. We're not really that rich. It doesn't sound good for sure. I have to understand.. this is life.
Written by Dona at 12:02 PM | |
jogja Friday will be the day.. I'm going to Jogja. Eta, one of my best friend, offered me to come along with her. Hope that it's going to be a nice 10-hour-trip. We've got the tickets, will be going by train. Yoohoo..
Written by Dona at 11:38 PM | |
wrong Yesterday was supposed to be the start of a new semester before the university delayed it. I thought this wasn't really a good fortune which means I have extra days staying at home. I mostly do nothing at home and staying with my family could be a disaster. I should have known that I've been worrying too much. I'm thinking too much. My friends used to remind me to throw away all the prejudice which always haunts my mind. It's not healthy. I know. Parents got their problems, always. And mine, both of them are going to have their retirement soon. Everyone's stressed. Plus, this girl with her stupidity kept thinking that the siblings are the monsters who hate her so much. My brother, my sister, they're crazZ. That's what my insane mind has been thinking these days. I've been too emotional. Been really the slave of my own anger. I'm wrong, whenever I'm wrong, I'd say that I'm wrong.. Yesterday was not a really good day for me. Things were going so complicated. I just couldn't behave myself. It was all my fault. I know. Started with my father who didn't let me drive to the shopping centre, my mom asked my brother to drive. Then I found out that there weren't just three of us as my brother offered his friend to accompany us. That time I became so nuts. I felt so ashamed for our intention of going there was to buy a swimming suit for me. Not a bikini of course as I do cover myself. It's like a diving suit. I don't care what kind of the swimming suit was, I just felt that 'Hey! This is a very private part of me, no outsider is allowed!!' I was just worried that if any of my bro's friend ask him or 'the offered friend' about what we did at the shopping centre, they would answer "We went to buy Dona's swimming suit." Isn't it a disaster for me?? I really need a privacy. I just wanted a privacy. But I know I was wrong for I acted too much and couldn't behave myself which was not suitable at all for a U student who'll be doing her second year. So, so so and so I ruined and I really did ruin everyone's day. Shame on me. Once again, if I'm wrong, I'd say I'm wrong.
Written by Dona at 11:41 p.m. | |
write again Starting to write again. This time is a short story. I'm not finished yet. Hope that I'll be able to finish it soon, before the new semester starts. A clue about the story.. well it's about regret and about someone who finds a true way of life. It's good and a little bit complicated.. ^_^ I'm thinking of giving the story a good ending. Will it be a happy one? I'm not sure. Sometimes, a happy ending just spoil the story since usually it seems too dramatic. Hope I'm right this time. A story is like a food. There are just two options for people, like it or not. It needs spice to make it more variety, the more delicious, the more people will like it. mmm..
Written by Dona at 11:04 PM | |
Change the gbook I just changed the guestbook. Still don't know what's happening to getstring.com. New book...new book.
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